10th/11th/12th February 2016

Extracts from Facebook Page

11th

Well a good old cry to sleep aided with a pill does just the trick. Today I am going to have a good day. That’s the only thing in my ‘to do’ list. So here is a lovely pic to remind me in not alone really X

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11th

Picture of the day just to make us smile. Ian has so many funny pictures. This was on holiday when Scoot was younger and was having her face painted. Ian just had to get in on the act x

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12th

Another funny one today taken at our son’s wedding

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Yearning: I am entering into a new stage of my grief journey. Immense yearning. As it’s coming up to seven weeks, this is now the longest we have been apart. I have such in depth strong physical and mental yearning to bring him back. I want to grab out into that black void and haul him back into my world. This is a very intense feeling. I almost believe I can do it. Almost. Maybe the shock is wearing off and I am about to hit reality. Hang on tight Denise. This is going to be a very bumpy scary ride. On the plus side – huh. How can there be a plus?? Ok on a more positive note I am back into flying land and heading back to the uk once again for some business but also a valentines date with my other love down at Arsenal on Sunday.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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