Extracts from Facebook Page
25th
Out of a very horrible few days this makes me smile and Ian would find it so funny. His letter was framed by a good friend, so the new photo went out on FB and has gone viral (now don’t expect me to explain that one……..I am presuming viral means lots of likes and shares. This one is on the Liverpool site with over 3.1k likes. and 506 shares in less than 24 hours………….another achievement for you Mr M xx
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Memories…………I have so many many memories. People tell me, think of all the memories. They will help you. They may help me……….in the future. But not now they don’t. Memories are painful. I might be in the car. I might be in the kitchen. I might be sitting watching TV. I might be playing golf. I might be at the football. And all these things bring back flashes of memories that are like a kick in the gut. Some take your breath away. Some reduce you to tears in a nano second. Some just make you feel so very very sad. Some are like a physical pain. I long for the day that memories will make me smile. They will do one day, and one day I will be thankful for all those wonderful memories. One day…………..soon.
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27th
Two months today since Ian left this world as we know it. It seems a million years away, yet only yesterday. Two months is nothing. Two months is far too long. Two months of life changing feelings, decisions, pain, and sadness. We all miss you Mr M xx
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Oh Ian. You made the front page today. Another win. Another step towards the title. You must be watching from above x
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29th
A new month tomorrow. I hope it is less traumatic and less distressing that the previous month. A new month that Ian cannot see. March. I normally like March. Spring time. A time for newness. Things coming back to life again. Bloom. Daffodils. Oh how I love seeing the daffodils in spring. March is also my birthday month. A time when Ian would always spoil me. We were supposed to go away this coming weekend for a week. I think it will be a tough week to come, but I am going to try and focus on the newness of March and the promise of life moving out of the darkness of winter. Oh this all sounds very forlorn!!! ………get rid of the winter……………come on spring…………show me a little light. Time for a light hearted pic. Ian wanting to be a Scot in Scotland.
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