wiltingwidow

Sometimes it is good to indulge in the wallowing of grief.  Sometimes, as a widow, we have to indulge in the crying and self pity of where life has took us.  Take time out and just wallow.  Widows have earned that right.  We wallow then get right back up and start out days again.  As time goes by we tend to wallow more in solitude than maybe what we did around family and friends at the beginning of our journey.  I have no fear of wallowing.  It is me spending my time thinking about my husband and my loss.  And that is my prerogative.